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[10 Oct 2004|01:38pm] |
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Well i never update this thing b.c no one looks at it which is ok i dont care but alex told me to so now here i am updating....ummm this weekend and along with alot of weekends have been spent with alex and they have been perfect..im just thinking right now about all the things we have done like the places we have gone to like athoneys party i just started thinking about that and it seems like forever but its not. it was in like august..and thats not that long ago even my party was not long ago...but it seems like forever...i can just remember the first time i met alex and started talking to her it was perfect..i remember the look in her eyes just there is so much love that she has for me and i love her sooo fucking much..i like really just need her she is like a drug that i need to have...but just where ever we go its soo perfect just looking at her and kissing her...Just everything about her..her smile is just amazing..her hair the way it falling in front of her face make her look soo hot.. even tho she is already hot but...when i was with her at anthonys party me and alex stood out in the back of his house and stood in the pouring rain...it was perfect just watching the rain fall down her beautiful face..seeing her hair all wet....she was just gorgeous..i love her soo much....yeah well everything with me and her has been so perfect..2months yesturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i love you alex i know your going to read this and comment you always i love you baby!!!! forever and ever!!!!!!!!!
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Woah so this weekend was ok it kinda sucks because i had school this whole and shit it suck and my girlfriend didnt have school so yeah i really wanted to spend more time with her but it was ok...i still got to see her..i love her soo much....Well on friday i had a boring ass day of school and i wanted to beat the shit out of someone...blah school got out and shit so i went right home then went right to alex's house then went right to shadow to just hang out and shit just me and her before everyone would come there..yeah well we just sat in boarders just laying on eachother reading books and shit..then everyone came and it started to get boring and shit well the good thing was i bought the new cradle of filths cd and i was with alex..i love her.....yeah alot of people started showing yeah and then justin alex's ex boyfriend was there and then we left blah hung out at my house and then hung out with alex and mike and sudi..yeah i need to fix something then i will update later
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[30 Sep 2004|05:19am] |
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Damn i never update this fucking thing i really should tho i saw alex yesturday and im going to see her today..yeah her comp is still fucked up and shit..yeah so she cant update but i will post something on there soo yeah....blah im looking at guitars and basses and shit so blah bored..i'll update when i have something interesting to say on it....
I love alex
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[16 Sep 2004|09:02am] |
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yeah i went to my aunts house for the holiday yeah i dont even know which one it was yeah well after that i had to go see if someone broke into my grandparents house yeah that was fucking retarded...yeah after alexs mom picked me up from my house and i went over there...yeah that was cool me and alex like just hung out and shit and like talked and shit like that like we always do i dont know i almost feel asleep on her tho i was over there till like 1 in the morning man it was great...yeah...i love alex......
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[15 Sep 2004|10:47am] |
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Yeah i stayed home from school today b.c i didnt feel good yeah just waiting for alex to go to lunch so i can talk to her yeah i get to see her tomorrow or tonight i dont know i want to see her right now tho...she means everything to me she is the best...and i know she loves me to death....She is the sweetest girlfriend and she is as crazy as i am....yeah well sometimes...yeah well she is fucking awesome just to sum it up she is just an amazing person and so fun to be around for me atleast i love her sooo fucking much....yeah blah i always talk about her and thank you to all the people that support me and alex....and fuck the ones that dont i dont give a shit about what people say about us and people who i thought were my friends and then talk shit about me...yeah fuck you...thats why i dont trust anyone b.c everyone will always stab you in the back....yeah well i love alex....
I love you baby will all my heart
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[12 Sep 2004|10:41am] |
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Im bored as fuck waiting for alex to wake up so she came come over i really miss even tho i just saw her yeah...yesturday was cool and shit i went to the airport to drop my grandparents off there yeah on september 11 they are flying to new york it felt all weird taking them there...yeah i dont know..yeah i came back to my house stephen was sleeping over..because i had a party on friday that was straight as fuck.....i will talk about the party later...yeah soo got ready to go out to breakfast yeah i dont know that was ok yeah then i took stephen home then i went with my parents to go pick up Alex at like 12...damn i was up early....yeah alexs mom talked to my parents while me and alex stood in her kitchen and her brother was flicking shit at us...they are soo gay..yeah after 30mins of ours parents talking we left yeah then we went back to my house and just hung out there for alittle bit ;} hehehe...i really love alex soo much yeah..after that we had to go to homedepot..with my parents blah that was boring me and alex were just walking around there it was soo boring but aleast i was with that was the only good part about it...we found this like swinging chair thing and we just sat in that and cuddled....yeah after we went to sam ash i was trying to find something alex didnt look to interested..yeah it gets kindof boring when you dont know whats going on...but she just was there holding my hand...yeah i decided i didnt want to buy what i was going to soo yeah i just said fuck it then me and alex went to the mall and shit and hung out there but i wanted to go to coral square so i could buy her some shit from hot topic....yeah but anyways we went to town center which was gay but alex was there so it was all good and shit i bought the punisher on dvd soo yeah that was cool then we went home and had food...then i took her home....yeah that was saturday....blah now on to friday....Blah i went to school blah i dont even want to talk about that i was boring...yeah so when i got home i told alex to come over and at four she did then addison and jessica come over then stephen and leo showed up and shit...then we went to go walk around and shit david came....blah sam was there too yeah we just walked around and shit...yeah sudi and mike came...leo and stephen came back and brought liz and chincy anthony showed and he went straight to the comp...i love alex she was like with me the whole time she never left site goddamnit i love her....yeah awhole lot of people came i dont remember yeah jess and me got in a fight over something sam said..it was pretty fucking retarded what she said tho...sudi was drunk...she flashing her tits off to everyone yeah it was funny...yeah then alex had to leave :{ ....yeah blah it was soo fucking packed in both my rooms man holy shit i could not get past people yeah then at like 12 nate and rob showed up and shit.. slot people didnt show up it sucked but w.e i had more then enough people..jeff and ethen were there...yeah then at like 1 people started leaving yeah then i talked to alex later that night she was mad at me yeah that was friday...yeah thursday was my birthday..thats why i had a party...blah....im 17!!!!! blah yeah i love alex...yeah
i love alex forever and ever
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[05 Sep 2004|10:08pm] |
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Goddamn hurrican hit yeah that was soo gay bro..fucked up my whole weekend man..yeah everyones power was out not mine...yeah like everyone else tho dude..At this moment im waiting for alex to get her power back and i dont know when that is going to be im really lost without her..i miss being able to talk to her..i hope everything is ok with me and her..i really dont want to lose her..i love her more then life..im lost without knowing she is ok...its like i cant breath when im not with her im putting myself in tears not knowing if she is ok....Alex is my life and i feel as if my life is hiding from me and i have to find it...I hope my alex is ok i dont know what i would do if i ever lost her...or if she left me, that is something i cant deal with....She is my everything, and everything is perfect when she is with me holding my hand making sure im still with her...not wanted to let go of a life that i have wanted for a long time...I have changed for her ive stoped all the stupid shit i once did and smartened up a bit...Ive stopped drinking because i would yell at her when i was made or something like that and i want everything to be perfect.....I love you alex i love you more then you will ever know...
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[03 Sep 2004|01:15pm] |
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I love my baby alex forever!!!!!!
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[03 Sep 2004|01:42am] |
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Well im still bored and its like 1 in the morning i cant sleep and i want alex to call me so im not bored out of my mind all night but i know she is sleeping yeah i love her soo much i cant live without her...hehe yeah she is my life and my everything..i wish she would just know that..i would make me feel better about alot of shit she has been hurt and i want her to know that i would not ever hurt her..Yeah i have been talking to her almost all day today and i have been talking to alot of people...ive been very bored...yeah alot people mostly alexs friends dont like the idea that she is with me and i think its bullshit i make her soo fucking happy and they make her feel like shit alot of her friends i see do that and its shit so im here to change it...Alex is the best thing to ever happen to me and im the same for her and i love her to death...She is my whole fucking life nothing else matters anymore i love her more then my life...yeah well back to what i was talking about with today yeah talked to alot of people to see if then were leaving or not alot of people i know have left and shit...everyone east of 95 are like fucked and it sucks..yeah and i think its starting its like raining outside pretty fucking bad...yeah i will update later to everyone that will read this BE SAFE!!!
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[02 Sep 2004|11:42am] |
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Yeah School sucks and now its cancelled heheheh b.c the hurrican yeah it sucks everyone is freaking out...even me everyone is like leaving...yeah im staying here woahh.....Yeah i went to Alex's house last night stayed there for along time....yeah i love her hehehe.....i was there for sooo long i love her hehehe yeah hurrican is coming...blah will ill write later im writing alex a song right now...heheh and im on the phone with Jack'e she is blah...hehehe yeah blahh
I love you alex!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[31 Aug 2004|05:07pm] |
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Yeah i started school on monday yeah it sucks my balls yeah i missed alex like the whole day yeah yeah..im crazy...yeah after school i went to see Alex yay yeah i have been with her for just about a month now..heheh..and if you want to leave an asshole comment dont fucking bother..yeah and today was gay i hate it..yeah i will write more tomorrow...I LOVE YOU ALEX....
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heyyy this is alex testing out mikes journal..i hope he likes it :]
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